Soggy Poems & Dead Ends

I’ve been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate,
a poet, a pawn, and a king.” — Frank Sinatra


Like Frank, I have been many things. I’ve called myself a writer, journalist, author, poet, blogger. I am all of those things and, lately, seemingly none of them.
 
I’m not writing. I haven’t had any great ideas. When some bit of inspiration does trickle in, it lands with a thud at my feet and doesn’t even bounce.
 
Last week in the woods, a poem showed up. It was so insistent, I sat down on the trail and wrote words in my notebook, but by the time I got home, they were stale and soggy.
 
Is this writer’s block? A pandemic pause? A crisis of faith?
 
In my darkest moments, I worry I’m a hack, that readers have been humoring me all this time. That my lack of pedigree makes me and my work irrelevant. That I have overstayed my welcome and should just shut up and find something else to do — like paint my nails or make bundt cakes for the neighbors.
 
Oh, I know most of that isn’t true. In the light of day, anyhow. But at night, when I toss and turn and wonder about what comes next? I get nothing but pieces of soggy poems and dead ends.
 
That’s life?
 
I’ve been up and down and over and out and I know one thing
Each time I find myself layin’ flat on my face
I just pick myself up and get back in the race
.

DON’T PANIC!
This too shall pass.
(I hope.)

 
So tell me, have you been here before? Experienced writer’s block or a creative pause? What did you do?


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  1. Writer’s block? Oh yes, it sure does happen! What do I do? Move on and do something else, figuring my writer’s muse will reappear And eventually she does, though once it took two years and even then returned in a different form. But I don’t see that as all that bad. While my muse is seemingly hiding, I’ve uncovered new painting skills, written and published a nonfiction book on joy and taken on haikus as a different style of writing poetry . Writer’s road block? Not really…simply a turn in the path!

    1. That’s all good to read! I suppose the same is true here – while I haven’t been writing, I’ve been making zines and reading more books. Maybe my writing muse is just in quarantine? LOL! Thanks for the response, Mary!

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