Some mornings
before the fray
in the still dark hours
with the wind just right
you can hear the
bell buoy
singing.
Tag: mindfulness
21 – Detour
Backlit by morning,
the regiment of flowers
…sanguinaria canadensis
calls my attention uphill,
which necessitates
a certain slowing down,
enough to slip quickly
into another space
where ducks live in trees
…aix sponsa
and bright blue birds
…cyanocitta cristata
allow no one to pass
without alert,
where sprightly shadows
…cardinalis cardinalis
…poecile atricapillus
…baeolophus bicolor
criss-cross my path,
sing-song as they go
where the whispers
of the tallest trees
dance and play
across the pond,
as the great ones
…ardea herodias
…ardea alba
practice the
yin and yang
of breath
and balance,
while overhead
— catching thermals —
magnificence soars
…buteo jamaicensis
and the other world
for a while
is silent.
Bloodroot, wood duck, blue jay, cardinal, chickadee, tufted titmouse, great blue heron, great egret, red tailed hawk, respectively. Photo and Poem ©2018, Jen Payne. National Poetry Month 2018, #21. For more little poems like this, pick up a copy of EVIDENCE OF FLOSSING: WHAT WE LEAVE BEHIND! Purchased your signed copy today! CLICK HERE
BOOK REVIEW: Nicole Pyles Reviews Evidence of Flossing
“I was so impressed with this book. It conveyed a beauty and yet sadness at the same time. I could sense the spiritual struggle within the poetry and a reflection of the world around (and the masks society often puts forward). This book is definitely a conversation piece and I can’t wait to share it with others.” — Nicole Pyles, World of My Imagination
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Photo ©2017, Jen Payne from the book Evidence of Flossing: What We Leave Behind.
Words, Crazy Words Reviews Evidence of Flossing
“Payne’s other work as an essayist is evident in many of the narrative poems. Strong sense of place and point of view carry the individual poems as a cohesive whole. This collection is one I will turn to again and again. I anticipate greater appreciation for this thoughtful collection each time.” – Tara Huck, Words, Crazy Words
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11 – A Little Cloud Song
Distressed at my presence,
the osprey chirps loudly,
her call echoed across
the silent marsh feels sharp
and pointed at me as I pass,
so I sing into the breeze
whisper a good ujjayi breath
the sound of the sea
in my throat
ahhhhhhhhhhh
shhhhhhhhhhh
ahhhhhhhhhhh
shhhhhhhhhhh
as if I am nothing
but a distant wave,
a southern wind,
a passing cloud…
How sweet to be a Cloud
Floating in the Blue
ahhhhhhhhhhh
shhhhhhhhhhh
With a deep and grateful bow to A.A. Milne. Photo and Poem ©2018, Jen Payne. National Poetry Month 2018, #11. If you like this poem, then pick up a copy of my new book EVIDENCE OF FLOSSING: WHAT WE LEAVE BEHIND today! CLICK HERE
5 – In the Moment
The ant
in the deep grout
of the tile floor
in the bathroom
of the Welcome Center
at mile marker 8
stops every few inches
(for itself a mile)
to inspect
then turns
left
left
right
while I wonder
what it eats
and where it sleeps
and if
perhaps
it ever scales a wall
to see what comes next.
POEM ©2018, Jen Payne. National Poetry Month 2018, #5. If you like this poem, then check out the book EVIDENCE OF FLOSSING: WHAT WE LEAVE BEHIND today! CLICK HERE
WOW! Women on Writing Interviews Jen Payne
by Crystal J. Casavant-Otto from WOW! Women on Writing
CRYSTAL: First of all, congratulations on your book Evidence of Flossing! What was the first book you fell in love with? And why?
JEN: There are two books I remember loving as a kid. One was The Boxcar Children by Gertrude Chandler Warner. It’s about four orphaned children who end up living in an abandoned boxcar in the woods. It seemed so idyllic…living in the forest, eating wild blueberries for supper, making cool things from found objects. The other book was The Lion, The Witch, and The Wardrobe by C. S. Lewis—oddly enough also about four young children who have magical adventures in the woods!
I had a big imagination as a kid, and parents who insisted I play outside. Plus I grew up along the shoreline in Connecticut, and there were always places to explore: beaches, marshes, trails through woods. So, I pretended I was like the Alden children living in the woods, or Lucy finding her way to Narnia.
Sprinkle in a little Winnie the Pooh and Emily Dickinson, then later in life Thoreau’s Walden, and I guess you could say I always looked to the woods and nature for inspiration.
CRYSTAL: Sounds like we would have made excellent friends as a kid! We had similar tastes in books! So, when did you know you wanted to be an author? What was the first thing you wrote that made you feel inspired to pursue writing?
JEN: I’ve been a writer for as long as I can remember. My dad traveled a lot for business, and we used to write letters to each other when he was away—I think that’s where it started.
I had a ton of pen pals, too, back when you still did things like that. There was a television show called the Big Blue Marble. I belonged to their Pen Pal Club and wrote to kids in England, Belgium, France, Trinidad, and Korea.
And I’ve always written that way… not made-up stories, but real life experiences. I wrote for my high school newspaper. Studied journalism at UMass. My first job was writing press releases and advertising copy. So, my writing is very much based on that nonfiction foundation, though more creative nonfiction I suppose.
WHEN did I know I wanted to be an author? I used to talk about writing “the great American novel” but I could never figure out how my writing fit that genre. Then, about six years ago, a friend of mine suggested my blog writings would make a great book. That’s how LOOK UP! Musings on the Nature of Mindfulness came about—that’s the book I published in 2014. It’s a collection of my blog posts.
CRYSTAL: I really love that you turned your blog writing into a book! Your blog turned out to be quite the muse for you! What are your books about?
JEN: Both books, really, are about reconnecting with nature, about appreciating the gifts of our planet. LOOK UP! tells the story of my own journey. It’s organized like a journal, and includes a collection of my essays and photographs, plus a bunch of quotes by famous naturalists, philosophers, and writers who have considered the same topics of mindfulness and our connection with the natural world.
Evidence of Flossing is what happened next. After the journey. It’s an examination of the contradictions and tragedies of our everyday world compared to the organic rhythms and beauty of the natural world. But this book is all poetry—75 original poems—plus a quirky series of photographs of discarded dental flossers and other original photos.
CRYSTAL: I love how you merge both creative outlets in your book – photography and poetry. Let’s talk time management – you own a graphic design company, write books, find time for poetry reading events, book launches, etc…how do you do it all and how do you do it with a smile on your face? What advice can you give to others who struggle with time management and juggling it all?
JEN: Good question! I have a smile on my face – most of the time – because I truly love what I do. I love my day job and I love my writing life. They feed me. I think it’s easier to make time for things that feed you.
Usually.
My secrets? I get up super early – like I don’t want to tell you how early. And for me, those quiet, early morning hours are the best time to get good work done.
Coffee. Also a good thing. (And always from a Wonder Woman mug.)
Yoga or a long walk in the woods—please, yes.
And then, I eat frogs.
Have you heard of this? It’s a technique from motivational speaker Brian Tracy, who says that if you tackle the most difficult things on your To Do list first, it creates momentum for other things to get done more easily. A friend shared the video with me a few years ago (https://youtu.be/0W7GB5Fh2XM) and it’s really changed how I approach my day. Especially when I am up-to-my-eyeballs busy!
My advice to others? Oh dear, well…find your super powers (like getting up early), go for a walk, invest in 3×5 cards, drink coffee, and eat frogs when necessary.
CRYSTAL: I will most definitely have to look up the eating frogs idea later. You’re all about conversations (me too) – so imagine the current you is having coffee and conversations with the teenage you…what advice would you give yourself?
JEN: That would be a LONG conversation, probably involving a little finger wagging—don’t start smoking; more books/more writing/less boys; travel not chachkies. The usual hindsight things.
And then…there is a great parable in Ram Dass’ Journey of Awakening that tells the story of a king who asks his people to come up with something that would make him happy when he was sad, and sad when he was happy. The winner presents the king with a ring, the inscription reading “This Too Shall Pass.”
So, that: Don’t worry. Be happy. This too shall pass.
CRYSTAL: I’d definitely be telling myself something similar if I could sit my teenage-self down over coffee! So, what’s next for you? You certainly aren’t the “sit around and wait for life to happen” person – so where can we expect to see you next?
JEN: You’re right there! Actually, I’ve been thinking about publishing a short story I wrote called Water Under the Bridge. It’s an epistolary novel told through a series of emails.
But more immediately, I want to do an art exhibit of the (dental) flosser photos from Evidence of Flossing — maybe in the spring. I just think they deserve their own time and place outside of the book. They have a story to tell.
Don’t we all?
CRYSTAL: We do! I truly believe that. Thank you so much for taking the time to chat with us today and we can’t wait to see the feedback come in from the book tour about your book Evidence of Flossing!
JEN: Thanks Crystal – it’s been great to talk to you!
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